Sunday, June 17, 2007

Soar

You know what? God is amazing. Today I was feeling discouraged, and I didn't want to be where I was. I wasn't satisfied with where I was walking, I wanted to run to what I knew was coming, but I couldn't. I couldn't run, I couldn't move. I wanted to avoid what I had to face. Instead of focusing on what I needed to do, I was distracted by the dreams I had to wait for. The fact that I am not where I want to be really brought me down today,and I cried....



But God saw my tears, and He knew what I felt....




Through my father, He lifted me up. He let me spred my wings and soar and move freely. What my father preached on today was letting go of your distractions and focus on your purpose. When it was time to pray, I inwardly got on my knees and started to cry out to God. Asking Him to break off the distractions I had, and to focus on what He has called me to do at this point in time. I lifted my eyes to the cross. And you know what? I moved, no longer was a captured in the prison of my despair and desparation, I lifted my head up to God and He brought me up with Him in joy and contentment. I knew that my dreams would come...will come to pass. God wants the best for me, and He will bring me up to His expectations, soaring freely....Just watch....

1 comment:

Gee said...

when i am weak, and oh my soul so weary...U lift me up, so i can stand on mountains; U lift me up, to walk on stormy seas; and i am strong, when i am on Your shoulders; U lift me up, to more than i can be...