Today i rediscovered something that seriously spoke to me...God is faithful. i think that's one thing that i constantly take for granted, but today i just thanked God all over again for His constant companionship. There are so many people that let me down, and so many people that I depend on so much, but they are just so...unreliable. I mean, I put so much confidence and trust into people (and I must admit, a certain person) that I totally "forget" God's always open hands and heart, ready to embrace me with all my flaws, with all my imperfections...Why am I so dependent on the moral man? Ugh! It just never fully hits me that man and moral things will never satisfy me the way God does. God will always be there for me...He always does what He says He will. When I ask God to show up, He will...He will never give up on me, never leave me with a broken heart. Never leave me dissatisfied. I could just sit here and cry then laugh at my stupidity at times. I am sometimes so blind and distracted that I can't even remember the obvious...
This is what I wrote yesterday....TALK ABOUT A WORD IN DUE SEASON!!!! I can not even begin to tell you how much this word has meant to me today...I can trust God to keep my deepest secrets, to not go back on His Word and do something that He said He wouldn't....not even hint to people something confidential i told Him...Today i thanked God for being who He is...God doesn't laugh at my flaws, not reject me for being me...but instead He accepts that i have flaws, and works on them with so much patience and gentleness...He doesn't reject me for being a bit...unique :) (for gosh's sake! He created me like that)... but opens His big daddy arms and lets me run into His presence even though I am not even worthy to touch the hem of his robe...wow...God rocks :)
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